From 6adae91ca7747eaf99a43b67d6d935c4bc8f0f71 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: echo <91651232+exhq@users.noreply.github.com> Date: Wed, 31 Aug 2022 23:25:37 +0430 Subject: yes --- static/malds/addiction/index.html | 25 +++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 25 insertions(+) create mode 100644 static/malds/addiction/index.html (limited to 'static/malds/addiction/index.html') diff --git a/static/malds/addiction/index.html b/static/malds/addiction/index.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e02c852 --- /dev/null +++ b/static/malds/addiction/index.html @@ -0,0 +1,25 @@ + + + + + + +2022, aug 31th
+why am i so taken away by the internet? why do i waste so much time on it? whats so appealing?
+IMO, i feel like the answer is easy; anonymously and connection.

+ +iirc, there was a test where people had two options to do something sinister and something nice, 50% of subjects had a mask covering their face, and that group did more sinister things.
+if i do something fucked up, or something wrong, i feel anonymous. i feel like im not affected by my actions.
+and as connection, its easier to find people in a community online. everyone feels so close and is easier to contact.
+again, this comes right back to my severe need of attention. i want people around me, i seriously love my online friends but i end up being annoying without wanting to.
+i think i already said this multiple times on the last mald, but im lonely. extremely lonely. i cant communicate with people in my country, its hard, mostly because my multiculturality, so i try to bond with people online, but i feel lonely physically
+i dont think im entitled to being held, but it would be so nice right now. i want to put down my shields. i wanna be comfortable with someone.
+i know its a lot to ask for, especially with my shitty personality.

+ +now leave, go be useful, i cant do it myself so i ask other people to do it. such a hypocrite + + \ No newline at end of file -- cgit