So much of this happened in basements, in thick woolen sweaters, in B major but with strong passages in minor. On the outskirts. That's where we were from but our thoughts had wings like the pigeons and like them tried to find urban quarters where the life of the spirit was more shaded, fluttering over stone walls heavy with history. The shadow-play of thoughts exposed what words concealed, that no love is as strong as the one that goes unrequited. A gentle drizzle fell over the bike rack. I remember everything from inside the rain. No one has said it more plainly than Barney Bigard in his clarinet solo in "Creole Love Call" with Duke Ellington's orchestra. Literally heartrending. For those who love each other music is just the background. For the one who's no longer loved it's everything. He hears it from inside the drizzle up the street and down again. Who has the right in this context to poke fun at Pathetic images: a heart pierced by a spindle on a rotating platter. Then notes rise up to which the shadows can dance; the others' shadows.